Just thinking...

I go back to work August 3rd and I don't think I can leave my baby with someone. I'm so worried something will happen to him. He is so cute, he has started smiling and talking a lot. He has such a great personality and he is getting so big! He is 6 weeks today, gosh time had gone by so fast. I can't believe its been 6 weeks! I went to the dr today and I have lost 30 of the 40 pounds I gained. I still want to lose at least 15 more pounds. I will have to exercise because I don't think its going to be as easy as I think.

4 Hours

That's all I get of sleep. I knew it would be hard work and it has been. But I know he is worth it. As I'm falling asleep feeding him, almost in tears of how tired I am, he flashes a cute smile and it just makes me so happy. I know that he is all worth it. I love my little family.